Life Gets Crazier By The Moment

so...it's been a while.

i'll start back at the ultrasound. first off: drinking 32 ounces of water in less than an hour is a lot harder than i thought it would be. then holding it for another 1 1/2 hours is even better ;) thank god the tech took me early, because i thought my bladder would literally explode and people would run screaming out of the waiting room from the giant tidal wave of pee. it seems as thought my ovaries do not have any cysts in them (per the very nice tech that kept me well informed during the entire process). i had two folliciles that were about 2-3 mm each (still haven't figured out what that means). my endometrium was about 7 mm thick (apparently that was a little thin), i'm hoping that can help to explain why i only get my period for 2-3 days after a 40-50 day cycle. she also said that it looked like i may have ovulated, so i guess that pain was associated with it. now it's a waiting game to get all of the results from the doctor, it's schedule for october 18th.

next came the craziness of getting a job offer and having it fail miserably after working there for three days. long story short is that the agency screwed up and they are still trying to redeem themselves by getting me back in to the position. the thing that really upset me is that my original doctor's appointment was set for this past monday and i had to cancel because i was working. that's what's taking so long for my results. i may explode out of anger and frustration...stayed tuned.

lastly is my upsetting visit from aunt flow once again. she came 15 days after the date that fertilityfriend.com thought that i may have ovulated. so the pain i felt two days later may or may not be associated with ovulation. there still is not really any proof that i did ovulate. i have lots of questions when i go to see the doctor. i guess i will start jotting them down so that i don't forget any of them.

this weekend is mike's cousin's wedding. both mike and i are in it. i'm not really up for it because i know we will be fielded with questions about when we will start having children from several family members and close friends. i guess i'll just have to get really drunk and hope that i don't get beligerant...ignore, ignore, ignore (i have to keep saying it to myself).